Reverie -'Twas the Night Before Christmas

Hello again, dear blog of mine.

Right now, I have many thoughts that come to mind, such as what should I write that I have not written before. Alas, my mind has drawn a blank, because you see, there is nothing in particular that would make today different from any other, nothing special, nothing unique, just the same old melodrama that fills my life, day in and day out. I suppose I could write of how I have to make a trip 3 hours away with my father in a little less than 4 hours to pick up my brother whos mother is being a cunt as usual. ..

Aha, a thought has come to mind finally. Here is something I haven't written about, today is December 24, 2008, that's something new. Also, its Christmas eve. This Christmas is shaping up to a memorable one, and no matter how memorable it may turn out to be, so far its not looking like a memory I want to really remember. Perhaps its the constant bickering with my beau, although most of it caused of my own accord, or the jar of peanut butter that has caused my left arm to ache the past couple of days... whatever it may be, the main gist of it is clear, that this is not the typical Christmas one would want to wish upon themselves.

In regards to my Television + Internet getting hooked up last week, you remember, I was excited. Well do to a series of unfortunate events, that has been postponed until January 7, 2009.

Just a few short hours ago, the bad was half full, its down to a corner, who woulda thunk it ? *sigh*

After much pleading and apologies, with a few lies here, and there thrown in I have somewhat managed to get my friend who I wrote about in the previous blog to talk to me. Silly thing is, I didn't believe half the things I was saying, funny how those things work.

Another good friend of mine is still in BC, for some reason or another I miss her. Although, I don't really miss her much when she's here, so I don't know why I am so eager for her return, distance makes the heart grow fonder ? I suppose I finally believe that one.

Well, until another time,
Latsyrcatek

Reverie -Disbelief

I can't believe this is how its going down,
after all these years, I can't believe you 'd just do me like that, bro.
I thought we'd be August 24 'til we were back in diapers, I guess
I thought wrong, peace <3

Reverie -Stupid Lamb <3

Now, back to regular blogging.

I don't believe I will be getting paid in time for Christmas, I suppose everyone will just have
to deal with getting late Christmas gifts.

Today is now the 16th of December, so only three more days until Telus finally gets around to hooking up our Internet/television. I hadn't realized how much I do enjoy television until going without it for several weeks. Hm, I have still been furiously searching for work of some sort, although I haven't received anything back yet, except for an interview for a store in a mall, and another for a pet store. I only went to one of those interviews, and I haven't heard anything back *sigh*. The girl is dreadfully sick also, poor thing can hardly talk. This month isn't shaping out quite like I had imagined.

And of course, it would be out of the ordinary for my life to do a day without drama, so here's today's: The step monster called me earlier today, asking if she and my father could drop of my brother while she went to her auntie's to do laundry, I agreed. However, it didn't end up happening, and this is why. Shortly after I spoke to her the first time, I got a phone call saying my father had hit her, I was kind of confused, because my father does not hit women. Even when him and I have our moments, he's never hit me, he's told me that he would get some chicks he knows to come hit me, because he doesn't hit chicks. So I had obviously assumed that Leah must be really pushing his buttons, even at their worst, my dad never even hit my mom, and let me tell you, its tempting sometimes, but that's a different story.

So later I am speaking to my father on the phone, the fighting is still going on, and it turns out I am right; She pushed his buttons, pretty bad may I add. She took the family allowance cheque, and was trying to leave with it. Even though it had previously been agreed by both her and my father that the majority of it goes to him, because she doesn't pay rent/bills, or buy anything for himself, he pays for her food, phone, cigarettes and whatever else it is that she 'needs', which in my opinion is MORE then fair.

As always she was being a drama queen, he barely hit her, and she still didn't give him the cheque, not to mention she was trying to leave with the youngest child [Hunter], whether or not he is actually my fathers doesn't matter, what matters is his health, and safety. So my father had to stand in front of the door for a really long time. I was laughing at this point, because the situation [on her end] had just turned plain childish. I could see my father and I in that sort of a spat, in fact, he and I have been in that sort of a spat 'not for the exact reasons and such' but still, I was 13-14 years old when I was pulling that, she is 21, I think its high time she grew up a tad.

In any event, I am done this blog, until next time =)

Latsyrcatek <3

Reverie -Movie Reviews

This is the first time you will have seen this, and I'm going to try and keep it going.
Here are some reviews of movie's I've downloaded recently:
[I'm going to be rating these movies on a scale of 1-10]

1) Twilight
In Theaters: November 21, 2008
Available on DVD: Spring 2009
Rating: 10/10
Sequel: New Moon (2009)


2) The House Bunny
In Theaters: August 22, 2008
Available on DVD: December 23, 2008
Rating: 6.5/10

3) Death Race
In Theaters: August 22, 2008
Available on DVD: December 23, 2008
Rating: 6/10
[Notes: It was really predictable]

4) Tropic Thunder
In Theaters: August 13, 2008
Available on DVD: Now!
Rating: 6.5/10

5) Kung-fu Panda: Secrets of The Furious Five
Was not in theaters!
Available on DVD: Now!
Rating: 7/10
[notes: its a short movie]

6) Madagascar 2: Escape to Africa
In Theaters: November 7, 2008
Available on DVD: Unknown
Rating: 8/10

and that's all for now!

Reverie -I fly like paper, Get High Like Planes

I don't know why you even bother, I'm weak compaired to you,
your fighting a winning battle, I lose every time. I'm not strong
enough to fight back, you've already broken me.

Reverie -White Trash Beautiful

Hello all,
Well finally today, which will end in approximetly 8 minutes, our phone got hooked up, now the wait is on for Cable + Internet. I am still on someone else's network, by complete fluke. By the way, our Cable + Internet won't be coming until the 18th =(
The Metallica concert was the other day, and three of my old best friends all got to go, words can't describe how insansly envious I am. I just missed quite possibly one of the greatest concerts of my life, and who knows if I will ever get the chance to see Metallica again *sigh*
According to everything Britney Spears is completely sold out now as well, I'm pretty disapointed, ah, I have more important things to worry about....
I had a job interview today, I didn't go, it was too cold, and yes, I am a pussy. I have a job interview tomorrow as well, but who knows what will happen......
For the past two days my mind has been on a [NOSTALGIA] trip, I don't like it, not one bit, I'msurprised I'm not in a mood because of it, I've been surprisingly chipper...
Well, until later.

<3

Reverie - Unknown

Not a million fights could make me hate you;
You're invincible, Yeah, It's true.
It's in your eyes where I find peace.

Reverie -Double You Tea Eff ?

You know what I am wondering..........

how my brother, is still awake, and, how?
He got here at probably 5:30pm, and he's been running around like he just
escaped the Psych.Ward, no jokes. I think maybe he should be the mascot for
the energizer commercial, because I bet you, if the Energizer Bunny, and
my brother had a competition, my brother would win, hands down.

Reverie -Goodbyes are the ABSOLUTE Worst

Its all gone, and what a sorrowful goodbye it is.
=(

'til next time my sweet friend.

Reverie: Listen, I don't got a motorboat, but I could float chya boat <3

<3 style="COLOR: rgb(255,255,204); FONT-STYLE: italic" face="georgia">I lost my internet connection for a day and a bit, and my, what a lonely day that was. Yesterday my baby brother came over, our visit was wonderful, as usual, and as usual, he didn't want to leave, he never wants to leave me, he always just wants to stay with me, and it was so hard for me to send him home, because he was cuddling me and stuff before we left, I guess he just has me wrapped around his little finger *sigh*

Love, Latsyrcatek<3

Reverie -Say Goodbye to Hollywood

"When it's good, then it's good, it's so good, 'til it goes bad
'til you're trying to find the you that you once had."

Hello, I'm on night 3 at the new apartment, I am bored out of my tree, the girl hasn't been home much, she's been busy at work and such, so she hasn't had a chance to call telus or the power
company.... ah, oh well.

People are IMing me, later <3

Reverie -My new life...Perhaps?

I spent the majority of yesterday moving, and unloading, moving...and, well I'm sure you get the point. Not only was that tiring, we had to move everything up three flights of stairs, and I did not enjoy it. Our apartment is absolutely splendid, but I'm nervous. I recently lost my job (again), and I don't know how long it will take me to find a new one...so obviously I'm nervous about how my share of things will get paid. Erg.

Currently I am on a stolen internet network.

(L)

Reverie -Wicked little Girls, Kissed the boys and Made them Cry <3

I cannot get that ridiculous song out of my head, oh well........

Got the keys to the apartment, moving in this weekend, I'll write more later <3

Reverie -Would you be my little cut ?

As it stands everything seems to be working itself out, we now both have jobs again, and we have an apartment that we will be able to move in to on the 25th of this month. Of course however, there are a few insecurities. ------So last night her and I were watching the news, and all of a sudden there was a random ball of light/fire speeding out of the sky, it was pretty insane. The ridiculous part is that nobody even knows for sure exactly what it is, some speculate it to be a meteor, one news station wrote on their website that it could be snow showing in the sky, and the lights from shopping malls or cities hitting it to make them seem like something bigger. Most news stations have stuck with the meteor theory, while other fellow net junkies claim that NASA has said it was alien aircraft. In any event I really hope it is just a meteor, and I hope they don't just cover it up, because that's really kind of creepy *quivers*

(L)

ReverieX

“ If there's just one piece of advice i can give you, it's this -
when there's something you really want, fight for it,
don't give up no matter how hopeless it seems.
And when you've lost hope, ask yourself if 10 years from now,
you're gonna wish you gave it just one more shot.
because the best things in life, they don't come free.”

Reverie -Vampire Heart

I love your skin, oh so white. I love your touch, cold as ice & I love every single tear you cry;
I just love the way you're losing your life. How beautiful you are my darling, completely torn
apart. You're gone with the sin, my baby. I adore the despair in your eyes, I just love the way
you're running out of life

Reverie -Insane got NO Brain

................
I may be an epic failure, an uneducated scum sucker, but at least I can say, I am working. It started Friday night of last week, it was near midnight. We had just finished the last of our luxury, and I decided to go online and spam innocent, unsuspecting employers with my resume. At 10:00 am the following day [which was Saturday] I was woken up with a phone call, and requested for an interview at 3:00 pm. I went, and obviously it was successful. I was hired on full time, and now at the end of the month/Dec 1 everything will be less stressful because of my new found job situation.

Now, the job itself, is not all to exciting, it is a cashier position at a pretty wicked store, it has everything, and things you would never even think of, today I had to put away items people left around the store in the wrong place, and one of those items was a chocolate cupcake candle... lets just say I have been craving one ever since O.o

The people I work with are pretty cool too, although I am the youngest one there, I feel like an outcast, with my young skin and what not.

OH! and my stupid store played Christmas Carols ALL DAY! [9 hours for me] on repeat...and the songs have been combined in my head, and created their own remix.

>>>>>>>Next!<<<<<<

On Sunday [Nov 16, 2008] my niece is going to turn 2, and I cant believe how long its actually been since I was rushing to the hospital in my 'Don't Stop the Rock' hoodie, in the middle of November, a slushy, cold November, just to see her...wow.

>>>>>>>>Next>>>>>

"Look how we have all changed, matured, and become adults, its pretty insane" or something like that, is what I've been hearing from a lot of people I know....and this is my version of it *ahem* "I find it so amazing how most of us have not changed at all, how a lot of us are not even close to mature, and how legally we are adults, we should have our 'licenses' revoked". The reason why I say this is:

1. I name on ONE hand the number of my friends that are actual mature adults
2. I can count on TWO hands the number of my friends who didn't actually change anything about themselves except for the fact they are aka MOM.
3. I cant count the amount of my friends who play the exact same bullshit in the real world as they did in Junior High..

[Not Cool]

<<<<<<_next>\

My father and the step monster are supposed to be broken up, however, it seems she has moved back into the nest to torture my poor father more so then she already has. I'm not going to get too into this subject, as you know, it makes me very angry and frustrated.

________

I've been talking to one of my really good friends lately on facebook, which is marvelous for such things, and anyways its been really fun to actually talk to this person again, I really miss our sleepovers and what not.

<3Latsyrcatek

Reverie -Dancing on Shards of Glass

"Your sick of feeling numb but you're not the only one"

The last time I saw my little brother was on Halloween, he dressed up as Superman, I dressed up as a Skeleton. Right now he is on his way over to my house with my dad, and I am not going to lie, I am pretty excited. At the moment, I am on facebook, I recently discovered an application which allows me to have a wicked background for my facebook page *grins*

but hold on a moment, I just heard my cellular phone, which is in my bedroom down the hall, beep in a way which means I have a text.

*goes to bedroom*

It was an elementary friend/Facebook messaging me.
He was asking me if I was still meeting him, facebook was letting me know something failed.
Although, I am not sure what could have failed seeing as I never tried to start something, I have
not touched my phone for about two days, its supposed to be out of minutes O.o

Reverie -Part 15

Yaay for Taco's!

Tonight my lovely lady made herself, and I taco's, and they were pretty wicked. Right now we are waiting for our friend to come have some taco's also. Above me right now is the most beautiful siamese cat.

Today I got a call for a job from KFC, yes I know, KFC sucks, but at least it is a job. Tomorrow I am going to my dads with the girl to babysit my brothers while my dad and his girlfriend go to a wedding.

Laters <3

Reverie -Part 14

So I finally slept this morning from 9am until 3pm, that is the first time I slept since Monday,
which is pretty insane. I am feeling a lot better today, for two reasons, one being the sleep, and two
being that since Tuesday I have lost 30 pounds, and now I am 10 pounds lighter than I was in
the beginning of the summer.......

Last weekend I met up with a bFf and we went to an old friends house to chill. It was pretty fun, my other bestie
ended up coming to visit there, and I haven't seen her since July, so it was awesome.

I am pretty sure I lost my job, and I am pretty upset about it, because I really liked it,
but ohhhhhh well.

=(

Reverie -True Love

and if any dim minded SOB even thinks of stealing these pictures, I will stab your eyes out
with a rusty butter knife, stick tiny pins in them, shove them back in your head, and attach
them to your brain, mmkay.

Reverie -Part 13

And she said: "Some days I feel like shit, I just wanna quit, Just be normal for a bit"

Reverie -Part 12

I really just wish I was intoxicated right now, on anything,
alcohol, or else wise.

I don't know why, its just an urge, like one of those sexual impulses,

I have a slurpee though, I'm sure a sugar rush will help a bit.

Reverie -Part 11 [Memories of Nobody]

Oh Em
(L) Rest In Peace Little One,

Reverie -Part 9

Daddy, you let me down.
What is worse, daddy, is you let that beautiful baby down. I hope its worth it,
for her, for it. Daddy you let us down, yeah, everything is different now. It was
different before, daddy, I didn't need you, but that baby boy does. I hate you
now, daddy; I can still feel the grip of your hands around my neck seven years
ago. Why did you have to go back to it, daddy; why weren't we enough ? You
can't have it both ways. Daddy, we love you. Why can't we have the real you.
Daddy, I'm never going to forgive you, I don't care about the absence of you
in my life, I care about the absence of you in his, now, please tell me how much
its worth it.

Reverie -Part 8

Sing to me something sad, Sing to me something tragic,
come on baby, we're epic.
---------------------------------------------------------

I would love to say that I love you, but that would be a lie, darling.

Honestly, I would love to not second guess everything you say,

but I do anyways. Its not that I don't believe I love you, I believe I
love you, I do, but I could be wrong. & Just because I second guess
everything you say, that doesn't necessarily mean you did something
to make me think that way, and like I said, I could be wrong. For all
I know, we could be wrong, but baby, I wouldn't give it up for the world.

+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++
This is more than a sick love story.

(L)

Reverie -Part 6

I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go,
Things go wrong so that you appreciate them, When they’re right, you believe lies so you
eventually learn to trust no one but yourself, And sometimes good things fall apart so better
Things can fall together. – . -Marilyn Monroe

Reverie -Part 5

she has a girlfriend now
she has a girlfriend now
she has a girlfriend now, she said
"guys don't do no more for me"

"you never loved me, like i wanted you to"
"i loved you baby, what do you want me to do?"

she said she found someone who's gonna hold her hand
she said she found someone who's gonna understand
she don't need nobody to be her man
she don't need nobody to be her man

i never thought it would end like this
just because i've got no tits
i'll shave my legs,
i'll wear a bra
i'll even cut my penis
off for you...
she has a
girlfriend

now.

Reverie -Part 4

Baby Ive been here before, I've seen this room and I've walked this floor.
I used to live alone before I knew you. I've seen your flag on the marble arch
but love is not some victory march, It´s a cold and it's a broken hallelujah.

Reverie -Part 3

I like babytalking, popcorn without butter, and anybody
who will pay attention to these requirements. I'm an
optimistic beauty. Never impolite. Easy like Saturday,
mid-day. Breezy, chilled-out, dumb girl. Thats life with
me. Around you will go. But, if I french kiss you in the
broad daylight, you'll fall in love. Well I am pretending to
be a free-bouncing lover. I wear my defensive[ mask of
optimism like a badge. And ultimately. I am much too lazy
to change. I'm rather conditioned to my life of melodrama.
That's life with me. Thats how it will be, my friend. A roller
coaster ride you won't forget. I am just a mess, at best. I
am just a blue-ribbon prize winner till the end.

Reverie -Part 2

Don't bother looking for me, I'm not here anymore.

Reverie

I'm not the only one to cry when I see you,
and he said you don't know me, you don't even care;