Reverie -Part 12

I really just wish I was intoxicated right now, on anything,
alcohol, or else wise.

I don't know why, its just an urge, like one of those sexual impulses,

I have a slurpee though, I'm sure a sugar rush will help a bit.

Reverie -Part 11 [Memories of Nobody]

Oh Em
(L) Rest In Peace Little One,

Reverie -Part 9

Daddy, you let me down.
What is worse, daddy, is you let that beautiful baby down. I hope its worth it,
for her, for it. Daddy you let us down, yeah, everything is different now. It was
different before, daddy, I didn't need you, but that baby boy does. I hate you
now, daddy; I can still feel the grip of your hands around my neck seven years
ago. Why did you have to go back to it, daddy; why weren't we enough ? You
can't have it both ways. Daddy, we love you. Why can't we have the real you.
Daddy, I'm never going to forgive you, I don't care about the absence of you
in my life, I care about the absence of you in his, now, please tell me how much
its worth it.

Reverie -Part 8

Sing to me something sad, Sing to me something tragic,
come on baby, we're epic.
---------------------------------------------------------

I would love to say that I love you, but that would be a lie, darling.

Honestly, I would love to not second guess everything you say,

but I do anyways. Its not that I don't believe I love you, I believe I
love you, I do, but I could be wrong. & Just because I second guess
everything you say, that doesn't necessarily mean you did something
to make me think that way, and like I said, I could be wrong. For all
I know, we could be wrong, but baby, I wouldn't give it up for the world.

+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++
This is more than a sick love story.

(L)