Behind The Truth & Lies

So, for some reason.. I found this power inside me, and I broke up with CJ...

Well, we still haven't spoken but we are, he took off before I could come home and tell him.

Now this is the part I'm stuck at...

I've heard you get over someone by getting under someone else...

I've tried telling myself I don't love him..

and I've gotten completely trashed...

and guess what? I still love him.

Who knows maybe I just accepted the fact that the relationship was as toxic as this house.

...blah..

I don't feel awesome anymore

LAME-SAUCE