Reverie: said the fly to the flea

I wonder if what we had was ever real. How could you just delete me out of your life. Better yet, could you kindly please tell me the trick because I am missing you and it's killing me. Slowly. I'll be okay and then I'll be alone and I'll remember something you said. At first it makes me sad then I start thinking of how evil you must be to make me believe we are so in love just to have you walk away like I am nothing. You know I like to pretend like you didn't do this on purpose, that Bella was so happy to see you that you couldn't leave her. And I would understand. But the fact that you couldn't even have the decency to call and say you changed your mind.

I am left with so many questions, so much emptiness...And every day the need for me to get answers to these questions becomes more intense.

Please God let him grow some parts and contact me.

Reverie: 1:corinthians13

Devin, 

Today I heard you were being good.

I was shocked that it actually made me happy rather then depressed.

Yep. 

As long as your happy I am okay with being without you,

I Love You, Goodbye.