Reverie: Rant of the Day!

Ok so a recent series of events surrounding my life is leaving me wondering, what the fuck...

Why can't some people just get a clue, or get over themselves. Why, when fighting
a loosing battle do some people insist on fighting. Why can't they just save the drama,
stfu, and gtfo!

and why can't some people clue in you know, SHE IS A FUCKING HOOKER and even
when she wasn't hooking she CHEATED ON YOU WITH 50 PEOPLE... not 1, or 2,
not even 5... 50!

way to go, your going to amount to tooooooons!

MIchael Jackson

Rest In Paradise, Thriller Forever <3

Reverie: The 'Somebody Forgot to Name me' Post

So I have been 18 for exactly one month today. Although my life still consists of many stresses (such as my dad probably getting evicted, and my mom owing somebody money) I have to say, things are kind of looking up for once.

The girl had her surgery, she is feeling remarkably better. and I had a job but there is this big mix up so I said 'fuck it' and am now looking for another job. My puppy is doing great. I love him so so so so much.

I've been spending a lot of time with my brothers little girlfriend, she's 3 years old
and hands down, hilarious.

My best friend is in town, so thats been fun. We hung out with our old friend DS and had a good time. I'm going for a coffee with a really old friend LL which I never expected. and Me, KR, LC + SLD are going to K-Days together. I know its called "Capital Ex" now, but I will forever reffer to it as K-Days.


Oh, and I finally got around to dying my hair. It looks pretty swankin' good.

<3

Reverie: Expected the worst... Got the best.

She made my birthday perfect yesterday. She, as in my girl. She made me the happiest girl ever yesterday, hands down. I love her so much. Even though we have our problems, and what not. I have to admit, she is the best.

Reverie: Halfway off the Edge

So, for whatever reason, the universe has decided that tomorrow will not go well. No matter how hard I try, my effort will be put to shame when my family members put me and my feelings aside, to fight over shit that has nothing to do with me. They have decided, against my wishes, that fighting at my birthday party, is more important, then making me happy. because you know, this is already really hard for me. Its my first birthday without Colton. I know I had 15 birthday parties without him, and only 2 with him, but I kind of got used to him being at my birthday. Seeing him smiling at me, helping me open my presents.... so its really hard. and on top of that, I have to deal with everyone else's bullshit too. because you know, they couldn't give me a break for one day.

Reverie: Beautiful + COCO

Reverie: by Pikatchu.

My memories are burning metal
Sweet regrets held fast with iron fists
It didn't hurt like you thought
Not like it made me sick
I've done it since, and I'll do it again
We drown our angels in delicate brews
Tasty delights that tingle the mind
Untold events happen behind closed doors
But I won't blush in the morning, it's happened before
Call me a wasted rainbow, who's colors bleed free
You'll never feel like this
Only the wretched become so grateful
I'm done, and already flying
Feeling the lights twist and turn my vision
The ground begins to fall, or so it seems
We decieve others as to where we've been
For surely we can't remember
Feels like ice burning holes in my lies
Don't ask questions, don't give advice
Just hold my hair while I make room for tonight
Its so seductive, we'll do it again
We have to; we always go back for more
We'll never stop, not until it takes its final hold
But sooner or later, the lights burn out
We'll all waste away, like the Hollywood lights