Reverie -Part 12

I really just wish I was intoxicated right now, on anything,
alcohol, or else wise.

I don't know why, its just an urge, like one of those sexual impulses,

I have a slurpee though, I'm sure a sugar rush will help a bit.

Reverie -Part 11 [Memories of Nobody]

Oh Em
(L) Rest In Peace Little One,

Reverie -Part 9

Daddy, you let me down.
What is worse, daddy, is you let that beautiful baby down. I hope its worth it,
for her, for it. Daddy you let us down, yeah, everything is different now. It was
different before, daddy, I didn't need you, but that baby boy does. I hate you
now, daddy; I can still feel the grip of your hands around my neck seven years
ago. Why did you have to go back to it, daddy; why weren't we enough ? You
can't have it both ways. Daddy, we love you. Why can't we have the real you.
Daddy, I'm never going to forgive you, I don't care about the absence of you
in my life, I care about the absence of you in his, now, please tell me how much
its worth it.

Reverie -Part 8

Sing to me something sad, Sing to me something tragic,
come on baby, we're epic.
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I would love to say that I love you, but that would be a lie, darling.

Honestly, I would love to not second guess everything you say,

but I do anyways. Its not that I don't believe I love you, I believe I
love you, I do, but I could be wrong. & Just because I second guess
everything you say, that doesn't necessarily mean you did something
to make me think that way, and like I said, I could be wrong. For all
I know, we could be wrong, but baby, I wouldn't give it up for the world.

+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++
This is more than a sick love story.

(L)

Reverie -Part 6

I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go,
Things go wrong so that you appreciate them, When they’re right, you believe lies so you
eventually learn to trust no one but yourself, And sometimes good things fall apart so better
Things can fall together. – . -Marilyn Monroe

Reverie -Part 5

she has a girlfriend now
she has a girlfriend now
she has a girlfriend now, she said
"guys don't do no more for me"

"you never loved me, like i wanted you to"
"i loved you baby, what do you want me to do?"

she said she found someone who's gonna hold her hand
she said she found someone who's gonna understand
she don't need nobody to be her man
she don't need nobody to be her man

i never thought it would end like this
just because i've got no tits
i'll shave my legs,
i'll wear a bra
i'll even cut my penis
off for you...
she has a
girlfriend

now.

Reverie -Part 4

Baby Ive been here before, I've seen this room and I've walked this floor.
I used to live alone before I knew you. I've seen your flag on the marble arch
but love is not some victory march, It´s a cold and it's a broken hallelujah.