Reverie: Reversed #habits #choices

I found out tonight how much progress I have actually made.

The old me would have left tonight. I almost did, but I remember how I would take off and want to die because you were never calling back, and I'd do all sorts of self destructive things & then you'd call...and then guilt would kick in...and I should have known you were just mad but I didn't.

Well here's to putting old habits to rest because tonight I'm making an effort to just know that your just mad and you'll call back.