Reverie: Fucka-mucka-lucka-ding-dong

YOOOOO!

wassup? so I've been on one of my things for fucking a really long fucking time, I don't even know man. All I can say is its full of crying, fighting, laughing, loving, sex and other stuff like that. Uh, I had this new awesome job in December, but fuckers let me go, for NO reason, and now I am just
straight fucked. Like who does that? FML!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

All I can say is that since shit went down in like November I can't stop this mutha-fuckin shit

No idea why its so hard, but fuck, I don't even like it... oh yeah I fucking love it *insert finger in eye*

OH!!!!!!!!!! and now we have like well connected people crashing at our place right now, so we really can't stop. Man, what am I going to do.

Time for some contradiction though, no really, are you ready blog?????????

Remember my old blogs, where I devoted my love etc. to that girl, and that even 10 years from then I would never regret it...etc. Well its not even 2 years, and I'm not going to lie... what a fucking waste of my life. I mean I accept it happened for a reason (not sure what yet though, I'll get back to you on that one)....but really????? WHY MUTHA-FUCKIN me????

shoulda-coulda-woulda... *sighs*

the worst part is I'm too paranoid to do my happy drugs anymore, I mean, I really miss K and E... ugh...

but yeah, I have a job interview at Rexall at 5pm, lets hope some sort of luck smacks me upside the head today, I really fucking need it and shit.

Oh and in December this pregnant head Ronda chilled here, it was kinda fucking ridiculous, and its like I have her twin here now or something... but fuck will tell you more on a later date.. or I'll try.