Reverie: 6 of Clubs

Eight months ago, my entire Universe was taken away, and put in a cage, locked-up, and those heartless monsters threw away the key.

I don't even know how to describe what it's like, living without the Love that you need to survive, but if I had to compare it to something, I'd say it's torture.

Eight months & counting, I'm losing this fight, but on my life, I swear, I'm gunna win the War, if that even matters.

You know how you've always wondered what it would be like to be invisible? 

Well, for the past eight months I've had the luxury of being invisible, all in our honour, with the bigger picture in mind.....

I'm starting to lose mine though, you know, my mind ?

Sometimes I even start believing the lie, and questioning the truth....

Guess I'm just a Big Bad Goof

Guess what ?!?

I ᒪOᐯE ᗪEᐯIᑎ ᗷOᑌᑕᕼᗩᖇᗪ

My ramblin Man

http://youtu.be/V41gDDWEPso

Trash Talk: In retrospect

Trash Talk: In retrospect

In retrospect

I will never give you that satisfaction again.

I'm done doubting the Love I know is real.

He knows me better then I know myself, hell, the man is more myself then I am if that's even possible....

& I'll never give it up, not for anything, not for you, not for meth, not even in death. 

Reality

You haven't called for two days, I can only imagin why that would be. Your wife has said some things again, and it's not that I believe her, but at this exact moment I just don't want any part of this anymore, it hurts too much, and I mean, what do you care, you can't even call.

Chopsticks 4 French Fries

I don't know where the time has gone, it's like I closed my eyes a little too long,

A year used to seem like a life time, now it's not long enough.

I don't know whether the heart in my chest, is a blessing or a curse. Perhaps we've got it backwards, and  maybe we aren't so lucky to see another day, perhaps the luck comes in death, but what do I know?

You know it's funny how something so insignificant can one day be so significant , and how one day something so significant can turn out to be insignificant. 

If I'm a product of my enviorment then am I Eco-friendly? 

Why is it I feel so inclined to continue partaking in the game. 

When I look in the mirror, my reflection isn't the same, the girl I see is a messed up version of me, one that in my future, I did not ever see...

I never imagined in all my wildest thoughts or dreams that this is what life had in store for me 

I'm not sure if my life is a blessing or a curse, but George Ladouceur, your presence in my life, is definitely a blessing, one that I am very greatful for having, you being you had an effect on my life and I'll never forget you..... 

Mad Love && Respect

Kilo

Rest Easy, George Ladouceur, you put the soul in soldier, Mad Love & Respect .xo