September 24, 2011

Methuation - Methamin A (Graduation Parody)

And so we talked all night about smoking meth the rest of our lives
Where we're gonna be when we turn 25
I keep thinking times will never change
Keep on thinking things will always be the same
But when we leave tonight we may not be coming back
No more hanging out cause we're on a different flail.
And if you got something that you need to say
You better say it right now cause you don't have another day
Cause we're smoking flapps and we can't slow down
These flapps are disappearing like our lighters
And I keep thinking of that night of flail
We didn't know much of flapps
But they were gone too soon
And there was me and you
And then we got real tweaked
sat at home talking on the flail
we'd be chillin' but some how we'd always end up on one;
flapping at ourselves thinking flapps aren't fair
And this is how it feels

As we smoke meth
We start flailing
smoking meth hoots
all together
And as our lives change
From whatever
We will still be
smoking meth hoots.

So if we get the big jobs
And we make the big money
will we still be smoking flaps
Will our flailing still be funny
Will we still be forgetting where we stashed that shit?
Still be trying to break into random people's shed's
Will little sketchy Boyd still be the pizza man?
Can any of us find jobs that don't interfere with our addictions.
I keep, keep thinking that it's not time to think
Keep on thinking it's a time to flap
And this is how it feels

di, di, di, di:
Yeah, yeah, yeah [in [paki tone]
di, di, di, di:
smoking meth hoots forever.

Will we think about tomorrow like we think about flaps?
Can we survive the flail?
Can we make more flaps somehow?
I guess we thought the flaps would never end
And all of a sudden it's like we're sober and shit
and reality's a shadow that follows us 'round,
like the government and cia and that guy we didn't pay.

I think I'll worry about that after I have some meth hoots...
it's a time to flap.

September 22, 2011

A Beautiful Kind of Ugly

Don't say a word.
I just want to hear you breathing; To hear your lungs fill with air.
[EXHALE]
I look into your eyes, trying to get a little deeper inside.
You're wearing a mask, but I can see right through.
You laugh, but its clear in your eyes,
your slowly running out of life.
Its beautiful in that fucked up way.
You're gone with the sin & It's sick, but I still just sit and wonder,
are you going to burn out, or just fade away?
Its such a shame that someone had to go and steal your thunder,
'cause now its just a constant fight;
Everyday its like kill or be killed,
but I'll still hold you close to me,
even though you're fading away.
& I just smile 'cause I know,
You would have been happy in a different life.

By: Latsyrcatek

Hello My Baby


Well, maybe its true: us not being meant for this love I mean. All I know is that I miss you right now, and everything we were. As unfortunate as it is, I also know I'm going to be stuck missing you, being metaphorically raped by nostalgia 'til my eyes are bleeding and my heart runs empty. I can't stop craving you, especially that look you get in your eyes sometimes; the one that got me addicted to you; that leaves me at a loss for words. I remember how scared I was, 'cause I could feel my walls crumbling upon me [suffocating] me. I was left defenseless to you, and I had no clue until it was too late, and the timing was all wrong for me, but right for you. Too bad I couldn't see you for everything you weren't, then maybe I wouldn't be sitting here trying to convince myself that your the best thing I never had. OK! so, the truth is: I'm fighting a losing battle; I keep on forgetting to forget about you, because when I look into your eyes, I still see the you I fell in love with; The you that told me how beautiful I am, and breathed life into me when I was all but gone. Basically you made me happy. And I spent so long being numb, that when things went bad with us, I still couldn't help but smile, because at least I wasn't numb, and at least I had you...

Love, Your Love Girl

what?

Well, I'm going to have to say I'm at an all time low...considering I'm homeless, jobless, boyfriendless...and basically just a piece of poo...