Reverie -Part 9

Daddy, you let me down.
What is worse, daddy, is you let that beautiful baby down. I hope its worth it,
for her, for it. Daddy you let us down, yeah, everything is different now. It was
different before, daddy, I didn't need you, but that baby boy does. I hate you
now, daddy; I can still feel the grip of your hands around my neck seven years
ago. Why did you have to go back to it, daddy; why weren't we enough ? You
can't have it both ways. Daddy, we love you. Why can't we have the real you.
Daddy, I'm never going to forgive you, I don't care about the absence of you
in my life, I care about the absence of you in his, now, please tell me how much
its worth it.