Reverie -I hope you Know

That fucking kid was EVERYTHING to me.

I'm NEVER going to be ok. I'm NEVER going to be over it. I'm NEVER going to let
it go. So quit trying to tell me its going to be ok, its going to take time. I'm not going
to recover from this one. Sorry to say. My brother dying was like 100x bullets to
the heart, and I aint gettin' back up.

Oh sure, I love the girl. I'm glad she's here. but I couldn't give a shit about anyone
else. The moment he died, the damage was done. So excuse me if I'm not all here
anymore.
I guess this was an all or nothing situation. Me + My brother or nothing at all.