This isn't real (fuck it is)

I remember a long time ago, when you told me you wanted to be my only, all you wanted was to hold me.

It's fucking impossible to wrap my head around how I'm now sitting here, lonely, wishing you'd hold me, wondering if you ever meant all the things you told me. 

I thought you'd never hurt me, wait, I suppose you didn't hurt me....

I never seen it coming, that you would completely fucking destroy ever fiber of my being, my universe, gone, just like that..... 

Never seen it coming, nope.

Glad to have played the subject of a sick joke, I hope you choke, 

AK