January 30, 2009

Reverie -To: COCO Love: PG

I know that time wont ease my pain, I know that all too well.
and I'd trade my life for yours in an instant, if in fact I could.
If I could, I'd give you my last breath, just to hear your laugh;
I'm not wishing for a miracle, I'm hoping for a chance.
A chance to see your smiling face, your eyes of deep sea blue,
a chance to feel your love again, how you loved me like you did.
To know I am your everything, you made me feel ten feet tall;
and when you went away, dear boy, I fell and lost it all.
Everything I had ever wanted, I found it all in you; In you I had
a best friend, a beautiful baby brother too; My little baby Superman,
you taught me so many things; You taught me how to climb
back up, every time I fall; and you showed me true pure love.
So thank you baby brother, you truly were the best; Amidst all
the craziness, you always found happiness; & thank you my sweet
baby for showing me your love; for letting me know, pure love exists.
I never had before, and I never will again; you were something
special, you knocked me off my feet. You made me the happiest
girl, to have a baby brother like you; but also the saddest to have
known, and then lost you. See when you left, dear baby brother,
you took a part of me; I'll never smile quite the same again, or love,
or laugh, or cry; the better part of me died with you, so please
hold on to it tight, never let it go. Colton, you were the greatest
baby brother, the best there ever was, or will be, and it fills my
heart with sorrow to know I'm spending forever without you; Without
my best friend, my love, and my life. Coco, I'll never forget you,
my curly little man, and just know although there's distance now,
We will never be apart.

Love, Your Sister <3

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